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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
10:24 am	Plotting is the perfect cure for an otherwise crap day ^.^ Hey dudes, what up? I had a mondo fight with my dad last night (meaning that I just sat there while his bloodpressure sky rocketed), so yeah, the shitty feeling prevails. Grawr. sinus = clogged = not nice! Bleeeeek. Meeeeeep. Mooooooo. Anyway, I am sad for Jessie. I want to make her birthday something fun and awesome but I mean, come on, this is ME. I have no idea how to plan, but I will try, I guess. I am thinking I need to decorate her basement and get princess jewelry and a cake for friday and lots of pictures being taken. Not quite surprise, but something that is still amazing. And, i need to get the male strippers. Ha. In a mean, inner bitch way, I laugh at Amanda Haggerty. She's always wanted a man servant, and I am getting my friend two. Ack. Sorry for the brief moment of evil kate. V.V Let's see..... cake, strippers, jewelrey, decorations, oh! whipped cream! goldfish! Chinese/ pizza! and movies... maybe Austin Powers. Or something else funny. Oh... I got one... rent blazing saddels. Ok! I have a game plan! but now for people... jess, me, lia, matt, ev, colleen, pat, pat (german)?, Landon (?), euginia, big jon?, little jon?, a secret lovre named jesus? I don't knnow!!! Oh, ed!! Ed needs to come because ed brings joy and sarcastic comments galour. Ok. That is good enough for a basic list... wait... jas?aj? gah! And, I need to contemplate my gift to her. My virginity is sadly, straight out. Ah well. I shall figure it out ^.^ OK, well, I actually need to work now, so I shall talk to you all later dudes! KISSES!! Current Mood: predatory Current Music: You Can't Always Get What You Want - Def Leppard (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
1:35 pm	Snow dance time! Mine dears, it is time to bust out the snow dance! And to say to imou chan and darlin' ed and sexy lia (as you are the only ones who actually read the mass amounts of brain vomit I put out every know and again) I am thinking of having a movie night FRIDAY night, esp. now that the ladies are not going to Chicago. Or at least, I think you are not going to Chicago. Unless there is a completely separate thing going to Chicago, in which case I should just shut up. But anyway! Yes, movie night at my house (I think... I may have to check and make sure I can use my house @_@ but I think I should be allowed to) tomorrow, w00t w00t! We are supposed to get SNOW tomorrow! Hooray! I mean, even if we don't get enough for a snow day, (which we should because I fully intend to go sashaying/tangoing/cossacking/discoing about my backyard till the cows come home) I have a nice little thing called four wheel drive that means i will be able to get to school with relative ease and or safety. Which is reassuring, especially since I am giving my Ms. Grimmer a ride tomorrow morning X.X. I need to get out of here i am going crazy.... hrm... what else is going on in the mind of kate... not much... surprisingly, I haven't thought about sex for a while, which I take as a good point, I mean, after all, I do not want to be a total nymphowhatsit. I mean, yes I do have a rather naughty turn of mind, but its not an evil turn of mind. I just need to make sure that I attempt to balance out my evilness with my goodness. Or at least, make bad comments but give love and light and hugs and kisses and candy to the world. Oh my. I am going insane... must... leave... school! I heart my bag. it is funner than my other one. not as much space, granted, but it has fun zippers and pocket type things ^.^ I mean, I've had it for almost five days and I'm still finding new pockets! That fact alone makes me feel very secret agent like. =) Hrm, so tech tonight. I really hope tomlinson doesn't try on me what he apparently tried on G. Because I would hate to smack my 2nd hour body. I mean buddy =D wow I am crazy. I need an actual hobby. Like, not reading or stuff but like salsa dancing or learning how to do the can-can. I want it to be a snow day tomorrrooooowwwww snow day snow day snow day snow day snow day!!!!! *crosses fingers* Ok, I'm going to go parade through the library singing Bohemian rhapsody backwards, in hopes that it will bring about snow and snow men! Maybe even a really nice snow man that turns into a prince... like, a winter version of the frog prince! Oh drrrrrrrr. I am going before I make anyone else stupider for having read this. Fair well my pretties (and your little dogs too)! Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Drops of Jupiter - Train (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
1:33 pm	Hey dudes, am tres bored, but arg! Must apologize!!! LIA I AM SO SORRY I MISSED YOU AFTER SECOND HOUR! *collapses on bended knee* forgive me, oh queen of the v-ball court, mistress of all that is screw gun-able, my love-er-ly lia! AAAAny way, I am just slightly bored out of my mind today. W00t for awesome books ^.^ on the depresssing, sheer desperados side of a wet blanket, however, I am sad to say I have much work to do tonight. Just a little pesky issue of an 'essay' and 'economics homework', and the desire to go to tech. what to do, what to do? gasp! that is right! tech = lia = coined phrase of 'dumbass' = phone call to 'dumbass' = dumbass in car crash! @_@ Oh my. that was and shall be a story and a half for all time. As shall the whore dance, though there is not real eccentric drama behind it, other than Colleen and I sitting in her kitchen eating nuts (pun intended) late at night. Oh what to do? I am caught between a linch pin and mob, and i have no idea what to say other than 'how's your father'. Wow. I have been reading too much georgia nicolson, and am in dire need of a new book. Or perhaps a red herring. or an actual sex god of my own. I am thinking I may have to invest in mistletoe this season. It would be simply full of hilariosity if I were to place some on my belt buckle... yes, that would be amazing. all i need to do is buy mistletoe... of course, there is the whole fact that it is in fact poisonous and could easily kill my cat if she so much as nibbled on it, which does put la mouche in the ointment, so hummm, must think even more about it. merde oh drrrr, am going crazy. and I didn't even eat that much sugar today! damn damn damn.  i need an outlet for all of this crazy ness. Perhaps I need to go out and have all sorts of fun. Ha. i shall buy jess an ear of corn for her birthday, since I cannot yet afford porn, as I am still 17 and she is fast approaching 18. oh drrrr. Well, I must bid adieu to all of you! Fair well, mine dears. and imou chan, I hope that you had a fantabulous day, filled with much flirtage and laughage and limited ruffage. Just act your age. ^.^ ~*~Fin~*~ Current Mood: silly Current Music: The Saga Begins... - Weird Al (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
1:44 pm	WHORES OF THE WORLD, TAKE OFF YOUR PANTS! Yes indeed my love-er-ly friends, to night is the whore dance. W00t for bodily gyrations promoting promiscuous sex and the deterioration of morals and standards as we know them! I am feeling slightly depressed now for reasons that will not be mentioned until I am sane (ergo, potentially never, though, I do have my moments) so I am thinking I will need to go crazy tonight. Anyone have a whip and/or dominatrix suit I could borrow? Or know of a way I could make that seem even slightly cowgirl-ish? But anyway, it is snowing, and I am happy for that. Even if it does mean that i will have to scrape off my car and get cold doing it because I am too lazy to take the time to put on gloves that absorb water in a useless attempt to keep my hands dry. bleeeeh. So yeah. Whore dance + (Kate _+ odd combination of pissed off-edness + anger + inner 'I told you so' + slight ray of hope + nagging mother) - any sense x the times she's thought about the reason she's upset / (the number of boys - not so nice looking or cool nice boys) = Kate is going to go nuts tonight, and Lia may very well have to gnaw my shoulder off. *sigh* Sorry guys. I don't normally go for the whole angsty angry girl deal, but I am there right now. I am hoping that a night of partying and dancing and seducing may help me get my confidence level back up to a point where I won't care any more. Ha, reaction-formation where you act the opposite of how you feel. Psych really does make me question my view of myself. Seriously. I have this tendency to do the opposite of how I feel or what I think. I could be nervous, so I act calm. I am mad or sad or hurt, so I laugh. I don't know where this idea that bravado can make things hurt less came from. It doesn't work until you start believing it yourself, which is when you lose sight of what initally made you desire a change and you forget who you were at that precise point. Ack! I so went prosy! For me the whole point of a live journal is to not get all prosy! To be fun and happy and share with my friends what I am spontaneously feeling. GAH! On the subject of the whore dance, though. I need to call Mags because she needs to come because i want to have an amazing time with my girls tonight. Haha, though granted, Colleen, Lia, and I could probably get in enough trouble with just the three of us. Meh. Yesterday was so awesome, too. Damn day, turning into a different day! I shake my fist at you! Ok, later dudes. Talk to you all later tonight when I have again become sane. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Parallel Universe - Red hot Chili Peppers (23 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
1:34 pm	I am back my loves! Hello there my dears, I have returned to you at long long last! Hurrah! Well, I now have set a deadline for myself. Yes, I know. Scary mcscary-kins. Oh well. But anyway, moving on, I am very happy, and do you know why? Because it is MONDAY, and 6TH HOUR meaning I get to go home in a little bit. woohoo! Excitement joy rapture! Ok, so tech is actually first, but that is so not the point. Oh! And on the subject, imou, if you read this - WE HAVE TECH STUFF ALL WEEK!! LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT IN! *sigh* anyway...jyeah. I can't wait to go home tonight... I just have to type up a story, finish kanji review, write a draft for a politics paper that I can surprise Mr. Benbow with, maybe bake some cookies, have a fiesta, watch a bad movie, save the world, and acheive inner peace. It shouldn't be too hard =) Aright, well I am being summouned to fulfill my philanthropic duty. Later   Current Mood: pensive Current Music: The Middle - Jimmy Eat World (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, November 25th, 2005
9:38 pm	Aloha from over yonder Hey guys, it's me, coming to you from the Windy City! Yeah, so I don't have much time, but this is basically the point where I say I love you all dearly and miss you so so so so so much and I can't wait to get back so I can hug you all within an inch of your lives and talk about the prank call results. Yes, so on a recap of tuesday night, simply fab time with ma belles =) The movies, the foodage, and the humor of having matt show up to sit through sisterhood with us. =) Haha, hilariosity indeed. I am so happy that we did those calls, except that last night I ended up dreaming that Burke, Colleen, and Eugina all called me saying 'Wal-Mart, WAL-MART! What shopping aisles are YOUR favorites???' and it was kind of scary. ^_^ oh well. It was worth it. AHHH I can't wait to come HOME tomorrow - i mean, chicago was fun and my cousins are cool and all, but i really want to sleep in my own bed and be able to take a ridiculously long shower again. Or at least shave my legs. Tee hee, so, yes. You all need to call me so I can talk to you b/c I miss you all so much. I shall see you all SOOOOOON! Hugs and Kisses and Orgies Galour, ~Moi Current Mood: W00t for coming home Current Music: Drops of Jupiter - Train (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
1:36 pm	Chicago time... woo hoo Well, it's almost that time of year again. That time of year when you feel an overwhelming need to loosen the belt, put on pregnancy pants, and gorge while trying to ignore relatives. Yup, it's thanksgiving again. Don't get me wrong - thanksgiving is, in concept, my kind of holiday. An entire day devoted to the eating of food. I mean, really, who is going to refuse that kind of celebration? I just do not like the concept that I know have to go to Chicago for the remainder of the week. I realize that it is important to my dad, that I will see my cousins, and that I rarely go down anyway, but somehow, that doesn't seem to win me over. After all, I am really wanting just to stay home, watch movies with Jess, and spend time with my friends. Seriously. I have no desire to do anything productive over the next few days. On the brighter side of darkness, I am hanging out with people tonight. This means that I will be able to flirt and wear pajamas and be happy and potentially flirt. =) Wow, i really got distracted! I actually WORKED! I shall talk to you all later. Toodly-oo! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Loose Yourself Eminem (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
1:57 pm	Ha Ha HA I have come to the convlusion that I am extrememly giddy today. I am going crazy with no outlet for my energy. Oh well. Maybe I'll just EXPLODE and make all sorts of pretty colors =D On a slightly less...erm, shall we say, destructive, note, Billy, you are the COOLEST =D And I need your opinion on some key issues later. Kisses my love Bored bored bored... I don't want to do work, and I left my book in my car...oh well. I am thinking that I need to go home and dwell. Just dwell and then maybe eat something warm and yummy. But first, I need to go speak with my guru. This morning I gave him some information, and I am curious as to what he makes of it. Well, ok, I kind of know what he makes of it. I just don't know what he thinks I should do. I kind of want him to form an opinion about it, without jeopordizing my sanity =D And Lia, I need something fun to do this weekend. Hey! What are you doing Saturday? Hrm? I mean, I know we are having movie night (prob. at Jess's house), but what are you doing during the DAY? =) Ok, well, I am just going to leave now, as I am not making any sense. I'll be back *arnold pose* Later days and KISSES! Current Mood: Oh yeah, going nuts Current Music: Higher Ground - Red Hot Chili Peppers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
2:09 pm	Aloha Hey dudes, it's-a-me, mario! Kidding (clearly, as I am neither an Italian Plumber with a moustache, or a pixallated character) Well, w00t for tech tonight. It is some concert type deal, but that is awesome because I will have something to do at long last! It's getting very hard to ignore school work. And plus, I NEED tech. *movements a la Austin Powers, Dr. Evil to Mini Me* You complete me. =D No, seriously! You do! Wow, so I have taken to writting again. I must say, there is nothing like a potential crisis to get your fingers itching for a pen and paper again. (Ok, it was semi crap freeverse poetry, but that's not the point! It is self expression, I&&%^%#%^@#$@&* it!) So, basically, if I have some sort of scandal every other week, I'll have a novel turned out in no time! So Lia, what else can I be a dumbass in? =P Just kidding. I need at least a two week break from drama. Sort of. Maybe. Ok, no! But still. Yay. Am tres happy to watch Bee tonight. she is the BEES KNEES!!!!! On a sadder note, my wife wasn't in school today =( I hope she is ok. T_T I miss her. On a happier note, the whore was wearing his dad's hat today. It looks frickin' awesome. Lia, we have a new target. He can't POSSIBLY defend TWO hats at once! He's only got two hands, and between you and I, we have four! So, I say we snatch it! I am actually considering going after it after school if I run into him. Oh! I have the Leem song! It is as follows (to the tune of L-O-V-E) *cough* L is for the way she looks at me E is cause she provides us ec-stacy E is oh so very extraordinary M is just for the way she mastrubates at my front door And Leem, you are so very very cool Leem - who I'll be with right af-ter school LEEEEEEEEM, at tech she makes it/ fun because she's got an ass and she shakes it, Leem is who I want to do. Leem, is who I want to dooooooooooooooooo *cool trumpet sound, end* =D And on that note, Later Days sexy pants. Assuming you are wearing pants. At least, I hope you are wearing pants. Otherwise, that means you are reading my lives journal with no pants, and that just raises too many questions, who ever you are! =) tee hee P.S. Next time, we'll have the F-U-Z-Z-Y song =D Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: It's My Life (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
11:23 pm	Welp, that's one more day You Have Your PhD in Men You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. How Well Do You Understand Men? Oh if only =) Ok, Maybe I do. Just not when I am personally involved. I think that's how it is with most people in my position of (supposed) supreme knowledge. Well anyway, today went alright. Things seem to have gone all anti bellum, which is what I wanted. Because, so long as things are not uber weird, I can always wait him out =) I am amazing at the patience game. Just not with money or chocolate, but I have to have some weaknesses. Or else, I'd be just too perfect to live with. I must do a shout out to the love-er-ly Lia, who is amazing in all ways and is destined to be my partner in ice cream crime. And, I say that we get a camera and just start snapping, because I want a good photo montage before I leave. Or, at least either some good blackmail material or a few 'WTF??' pics. I also must thank Matt and Megan and Jon and Ed and Jess for all being amazing people. You guys all rock my socks off, and are truly good friends. Esp. Matt, for being able to watch Glimore with me. To Brian, you are the coolest little brother, and most foresighted for understanding that by studying the ways of Gilmore, you will be able to understand the Feminine Mystique. Ok, I need to get to bed. Even though Bon Jovi is amazing. Night dudes, and Later Days </font> Current Mood: Ready for tomorrow Current Music: Just Older - Bon Jovi (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
3:52 pm	Just a Note... Haha, just a note... It occurs to me that there is some major role reversal going on in the apology... =D wow. I really am messed up. Ok, am done. Later days! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Desire - U2 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
2:58 pm	Unknown Apology This is dedicated to the Whore, with whom I very possibly have screwed things up with. Hey Whore. This is the apology that you will never see, because apparently it would only make things more complicated, whatever that means in high school speak. But I feel like I need to get this out, and what better way than through a forum you never check under a name you don't know? I guess the question is really how do you say you are sorry when you aren't really sorry it happened, but are sorry that you maybe just messed up everything. This is the best response I could come up with, so bare with me, all you voyeurs into the soul of kate. I think I like you quite a bit, Mr. Whore. You are one of the few guys that can keep up with me. You are fun to talk to, you don't treat me like a girl or a guy (but rather, a person. which is nice. because none of us want to be known for our gender over our personality), you are smart (despite when I say you are a stupid idiot - I am in fact lying, but then again, you don't need my reassurances that you are smart, so maybe my taking your ego down a notch is for the best =D), you don't let my behavior intimidate you, and you are just fun to be around. That is what I am the most worried about right now. My reputation is only so-so as is, but with friends, why should I care? But knowing I totally fucked this up to a point where we can't joke about the stupid stuff we did in the booth would be the worst  possible toll. You are a good person, Whore. And I should have been the responsible one in that situation. Because, despite how quick you are on the uptake, you are still pretty innocent, aren't you? I am more experianced that you, and it should have fallen to me to get a handle on things instead of totally loosing it. Plus, I was mean about your groping abilities. With a little more practice, you will be an orgasmically awesome groper =D I really don't know what to say. I mean, I want to be able to laugh it off as a joke, but it gets a bit harder when I know that I sort of do like you. (Yes, there is a definite possiblity of a firm maybe ^.^) What ever. I just needed to get that out in some way, shape, or form. I'm not professing my undying love to you - I did that once, and it was a hard roller coaster to get off of. To quote our favorite Anchorman, ' I'm just gonna throw this out there... you can just toss it on back if you like, or you can keep it...' <But then again, if you never read this, i'm not REALLY throwing it out there... I'm more just trying to figure out what the hell is going on in the turbulent mind of a teenage girl who happens to be me> And... there's really nothing going on in my mind. I just feel sad that I may have screwed up, sad that our conversations could potentially be strained, and stupid because I realize I am acting very much like a girl and over analyzing things too much right now when it would probably be better if I just shut up and didn't say anything other than 'oh, its cool dude, shit happens'. SO there is the apology. I'm sorry. I guess I'll see you around, Pat. And you may be a whore, but I guess it takes one to know one, eh? ^.^;;;; Later Days Current Mood: listless Current Music: City of Blinding Lights - U2 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
1:40 pm	Prattle Oh my word =) Tis a simply fantabulous day. Why, you ask? Well, even though stairs are a bitch, I can barely sit down, and I am exhausted, it is still a good day because it is SUNNY outside (and, seeing as how we are fast approaching winter here, I will take as much sunshine as I can get, no?), I get to listen to my music in the car, and I get to go HOME after school. Not forty five minutes after, not an hour or two hours later. Nope. RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. And then, I have time AT HOME to do work. Not at tech, but at HOME. Or, I could watch a movie, have a cookie, just longue about... the possibilities are (seemingly) endless! Oh rapture, oh bliss! I feel like jumping for joy, except that I can't jump because my legs hurt. But they hurt in that nice fizzy wince sort of way. =) I am looking forward to several more days of this in hopes of getting back into shape for polo. =) that's another thing. Once I am in shape, I am so doing even MORE weights so I can own the rocket ball this year. I mean, I have a decent backhand, but to truly own the rocket ball would be a thing of beauty. And plus, I could then wa-BAM julie's ass :) Speaking of julie, her mom apparently snooped about in her room and found the fake letter that we wrote. Yes, the one that was just as a joke and to see how obnoxious we could be. Ah well. If she calls my mother, I'll just be like 'oh well'. Oh well statements bring to mind the dream I had last night that I told Ms. Stage Manage...ess, the Love-er-ly Lia, about. Sort of. Well, not so much in words. I just replied to her. But, yeah! Vair scary dream. I don't normally hold much by dreams, but... in this case, shall make an exception. =) So jyeah... I think it is time to go home. Move clock, damn it! tick away the time, PLEASE! (cool it worked) Aright. I think I shall actually attempt to do something productive. Later Days to whom so ever reads this. BYE!!! Current Mood: awake Current Music: Are You Gonna Be My Girl? - Jet (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
9:58 pm	Oh dear =) Oh my GAWD! I got in to State! I am so excited! HOORAY! Now I just have to decide where I am going to live! I am thinking Abbott sounds pretty good right about now. But grawr. Am feeling tres confused in the direction of boys. Lia my love, I think I am in danger of breeching said issue we talked about... god help me, I might disturb the balance of tech (ergo, life) as we know it! SHIT! Please help. Heeeeeeelllllppppp meeeeeeee! (The Fly - creepy movie @.@) Grawr But, let us focus on a fantabulous weekend! Tech, swimming, swim sleep over, whipped cream shots with Jess, Gilmore, sleep (a little), food, Megan, Jon, Matt, The Whore, Meijering, Shampoo, Anchorman... what's not to love in a combination like that? Later Days P.S. I missed you Lia =( Current Mood: flirty Current Music: Midnight Show - The Killers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
2:22 pm	SWIM SEASON Is over!!!!! Yay!!! Swim season is, for all intensive purposes, over! I am free! FREE!!!!!! Can you tell that I'm excited? Well, if you can't... wow, you're pretty dull, because I am ridiculously happy that I can now have a life outside of the pool! I can go to TECH! I can go OUT! I can wear skirts!.... (well, maybe not that last one... at least, not to excess... =P) So anyway, I am happy that the show is going to open next week (!!!!) and that I can be involved in tech (!!!!!) and have tech movie night (XD) once again! W00t for me! I just have to finish this little thing called a research paper, and then I will be able to purpsue the more enjoyable facets of life. hell yes I am gonna be soooooo HAPPY tomorrow!!!!!!   later Days. Stay tuned for more kate isms!   Current Mood: W00T 4 ME! Current Music: U Can't Touch This (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
3:10 pm	waBAAAAH! WA LIA I MISS YOU TOO!!!!!! OK, so this weekend has been uber crazy. Ish. Sort of. First of all, i went up to state. which involved getting lost a total of three times with Matt. I think this is a divine sign that Matt and I are meant to go on a road trip at some point in order to have a real life 'Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle' experiance. Upon reaching State, we went to the movies to watch Zorro. And, I ALMOST GOT PICKED UP BY THIS 14 year old kid !! he was like 'yeah, i'm the king, or that's what the last one said'. WTF???!!!!! YOU ARE FOURTEEN!!! YOU DON"T KNOW WHAT A PITUITARY GLAND IS!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! Matt ended up escorting me out, though, so has to protect me from a kiddie gang bang. Thank god for Matt. He is truly the coolest guy around =) I am lucky to know him, and even luckier that he hasn't gotten revenge for all of my little insults @_@ god forbid the day ever come when Matt is feeling mischievious towards Kate. Let's see... what else happened this weekend... hung out with matt more on saturday night... coined the word 'gretrosexual'... hrm. Not much else, to be honest. Except now have a major cold type thing and am hacking up gooey gross stuff x_x thank god swimming is almost over. At this rate, i'll be a corpse if I don't get some time out of the pool. Lia, here is my promised ode to Pat the Whore Pat, oh Pat, why are you like this?/ If this keeps us, we shall make you kiss/ Ms. Linsey Re-gal-iss! You slack off and skip dear tech/ to off road and snow board/ WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?? I mean, yeah, we all want a social life, but these people need you to be all super man and you are off having FUN??? Without US?????? Honestly! The show is in two weeks! Pat, where is your sense of duty? (though, granted if Carl II is present, i would want to shirk it too...) but if you got hurt and were unable to work, than I WOULD BE CARL II's sound bitch!!!! Pat, dude, I know you don't trust us, but that's just MEAN!!!! PLus, now you have opened yourself up to harrassment from Lia and myself. That was a stupid move. So there! shame shame shame, you are to blame, ect ect oh fuck it. I wasn't there either. (But it was fun to pick on him none the less =D) LAter Days Current Mood: giddy Current Music: My Sharona (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 28th, 2005
1:43 pm	W00t! State and Sorrows Tonight is the night I go to State to whore myself out to the collegiate masses. Joyous day, Kate's going to party and get buzzed and have the most amazing hook up of her life. Not. In reality, I will get there late (though I will be in a hott <-- yes, two t's skirt), go to a movie, eat junk food, and just talk and laugh and say all manner of inappropriate things with my friends. However, if I can sneak a boy in, that'd be nice... Gah! I have turned into such a whore! Seriously! I wasn't always this way! I didn't used to be a nymphomaniac or ruled by lust! (Not that I'm really ruled by lust... I just happen to be suffering from the General Horn right now. Maybe even the Cosmic Horn. Oh bloody hell.)(And I'm not really a whore. The whole 'show the stomach/upper thigh/wear a dishtowel for a skirt really isn't my thing. Plus, I don't have the ass for it.)Oh damn. This is not good... Because, I'd like to think that I could just hook up with someone and not have emotions attatched. Maybe I could. But I'm not sure. I know there are some things (*cough* sex...) that I could never be laisse-faire with. Grawr. Life would be so much EASIER if I didn't have (slight) morals. Curses. Oh well. Hopefully when I go up to visit Kati later this year, I will be able to have some fun. =\ Anyway, the main downside of this trip is that half of my dears cannot go! Patrick (HAHHAAA offroading story is hillarious, tell later =), Bee, and Lia can't come! What shall I do without them! They are part of the core crazy group!!! ='( I miss them already, and I'm still in SCHOOL. I get to see Megan and Scott today, though. I am so psyched!! I have missed mama tech so much over the past few weeks. I really need her advice/cousel/ just a hug. She is one of my best friends and I need to talk with her. Haha, Matt and I are pulling this prank on my cousin. He's like this borderline metrosexual (which I am jealous of - he has a better sense of fashion than me... not that it's very hard x_x) and Matt's going to pretend to be this 23 year old grease monkey that I'm spending the night with. (Which is almost true. Matt is in fact a 17 year old grease monkey that I'm spending the night with. Though, I am also spending the night with Scott and Jess and Colleen =P Oh happy days) I am curious to see what his reaction would be to my showing up with a guy at his doorstep. Plus, I will be in skirt, boots, and top. he he he. Ok, so... what else... Oh! Jess and I made this map of the guys I like. This, while a fun exercise, has only reinforced how truly screwed up I am, and the fact that I seem to like impossible relationships. Or, the really 'out there' ones. Bleh. Am messed up. Or in need of orgasmic experiance. Thus, must make Better than Sex cake 2.0 and fix said problem. *sigh* =( Why don't girls make sense? ever? I mean, seiously. Some things would be so easy if I was a guy. Like, I wouldn't have this crazed obsession with 'emotions' and 'feelings'. A fight would be something that happened and then was done, instead of the long, drawn out girl version that borders on espionage. Though, granted, the girl version has some serious benefits... like comedy. Oh I just give up. I am female, and am thus stuck with a uterus. I may as well accept the hormones and dillusions of emtional attatchment to a soul mate at age 17 that come with it. Later Days (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
1:52 pm	Senior Night! At Long Last!!!! Guess what day it is, ya'll??!!! IT'S SENIOR NIGHT!!! I have completed four years of high school varisty swimming, which allows me to finally rise above the crap carnation handed out on this prestigious night and recieve a rose. Hooray for me. Mine dear Lia might-est be-eth coming, so that will be awesome. It's just really weird. I still remember my freshman senior night... and now it's my turn? Kinda creepy, how quick they went by...I don't feel any different, but I know I must have changed, and that I must have grown up somewhere along the way... I just can't see it. I mean, I still read some of the same books, laugh at the same jokes, watch the same old movies and cry at the same scences in said movies. I guess it's just that I have more to laugh and read and watch now. And maybe, that's all that growing it - just a reaction to exposure to more experiances. AAAAAnyway... w00t. am bored. again. I shall be back! Later dayz (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
10:40 pm	Weekend Review & Tech We shall move backwards in time towards the weekend, starting with tonight! I do love tech. In no other place can I tell a junior that a girl trying to kick in his balls would miss because they form too small of targets. :-D The people are amazing, and, Mama Tech, I channeled you tonight in my breaking of Fuzzy. I had him rolling on the ground when I asked him those sacred words you taught me: "*insert name here*, Does it make you uncomfortable when I stroke myself?" Pat was so greased up he became Miner Pat, and what a night it was. Filled to the brim with embarressing moments (Pat riding on his skateboard saying 'Weeee', riding skatebaord saying 'Weee OH SHIT!' as he fell off, and getting BOTH on video) and dirty comments. Oh I do love my work! On the philosophical note, tech is awesome because it gets me to work with my hands (ooer). The only thing that really separates me from the masses of upper middle class girls is that I work at tech. I build, I paint, I do trash runs, I get dirty, and I have an amazing time... for free. My weekend was amazing. Sunday night found me in Jess's basement just lounging about watching Gilmore Girls, enjoying the mother daughter ness. Saturday was me and Lia getting pat food, plowing through 2 pints of ice cream, going to jess's to hang with tejas and luke, standing in jess's driveway with tejas and luke, going to pick up matt, going to matt's house, leaving matt's house, going to jess's, and having tejas, luke, and dave over for a fish fight and luke attacking kate (unjustly, I might add!) and trying to tickle her to death. Kate fought back valiantly, but to no avail, because DAMN IT< luke can wrestle!!! (but tee hee, have been asking around wrestler friends for tips. I'LL GET YOU BATMAN!!!) Friday was the Athens game. We won. Need I say more? And that was my weekend in a nut shell. sort of. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: None (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:31 pm	A Delayed Homecoming Report - forgive my tardiness! Wow, I have been neglecting my female duties! Homecoming was on the 16th, and I didn't give a play by play! *gasp* the horror of not being obsessed with trivial details of fake eyelashes and pantyhose! (ok, that's not true... I had a friend do my make up and everything, so I WAS girlie... but I didn't use fake eyelashes or panty hose) ((actually, I don't know of anyone in my group who used fake eyelashes or panty hose...)) (((does not using panty hose make you a whore? because you legs are bare and such? Or does it mean you are comfortable with your self?))) [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<so confused!!!!>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Wow, I have been neglecting my female duties! Homecoming was on the 16th, and I didn't give a play by play! *gasp* the horror of not being obsessed with trivial details of fake eyelashes and pantyhose! (ok, that's not true... I had a friend do my make up and everything, so I WAS girlie... but I didn't use fake eyelashes or panty hose) ((actually, I don't know of anyone in my group who used fake eyelashes or panty hose...)) (((does not using panty hose make you a whore? because you legs are bare and such? Or does it mean you are comfortable with your self?))) <SO CONFUSED!!!!> <<Oh well. SO what if we are all whores. We are the coolest people around and had the awesomest time!>> And getting back to that subject... It was so much FUN! Allie came over and did my make up and hair and I had a little black dress that was cute except for the nunga-nungas-out-of-control deal. I do hate having cleavage sometimes... but that wasn't one of the ;-) So anyway, I took my ex boyfriend, Joel, as my date, and went to pics and then to BD's. Everyone looked awesome; Lia made her own dress and it was GORGEOUS (though, she is too :-P), Jess and Vicky looked amazing, Jess was classily scandelous, Jo Jo was, well jo jo *rolls eyes*, ty was HOME, matt was clean shaven, and just AH! AMAZING! I was really surprised; Pat cleans up pretty well. But then he was making faces and doing the 'i won't say anything... but you KNOW i'm thinking about Kalinowski <shudder - happy place, go to my happy place!!!> and/or mocking you' type deal. I split an obscene (ok, not really) amount of dessert with my swimmers, and it was AMAZING!!! We then took a picture of the girls in the bathroom stall, Julie almost had a nervy spaz about the football game (good Lord woman *rolls eyes*), and then we went to the dance! Aside from Joel being kind of reclusive because he really didn't like dances in general, I still had a good time. I felt bad that I was off having fun while he was all moody, but at the time I was having too much fun to really care *ashamed* I am a terrible person...:-( It was still an overall good night, though. I had a blast with my friends, and I'll admit that some of the guys I saw were easy on the eyes (can you guess who? *wink*). I was really surprised to see Luke, though. Yes, all admit it, I had one of those 'lost opprotunity' moments, but other than that, it was a great visit. He's grown up (I guess we all have), but he is still the same sweet person I knew. I'm glad. It's good to have something constant in an unconsistant world. Actually, I ended up seeing him over this past weekend, but that's NOT HOMECOMING STUFF SO YA"LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT :-D I wish I would've asked two persons to dance, though. Oh well. There is always time. I danced with Lia and Colleen and everyone, and my girls were great. I wish Mama Tech had been there to glory in her babes' bountiful beauty, but that is what the Halloween party is for! We ended up going to matts and watching south park. i love my pimp hat :-D The only sad part of the night was when I dropped off Joel. I don't think I've ever cried like that... just everything pouring out at once... But anyway, that was homecoming! A roller coaster ride of amazing proportions! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Get Ready - Rare Earth (1 Comment |Comment on this)